I’ve been giving a lot of thought about my job. I’m really getting nuts with it, the people, the environment; I’m really psychologically affected by all this. We need two salaries but lately I’ve been making a lot of sums to see if it would be possible to be without a job for a few months while I try to get a real business online. The risk is high but I think we could afford it. A few measures had to be taken like remove the kids from daycare, change our living habits by cooking some cheaper meals (I would have more time for that), take advantage of energy plans we have (and that sometimes we don’t use). I would totally reorganize my home/kids/school/work life.

Of course this is a very difficult decision to make, I’m up to it due to the enormous stress, anguish and unhappiness I presently have at work and with my life. Quitting a full time job here is crazy because no one can live on only one salary (besides some people with really high salaries) but also here no one works on the internet and that’s my point…I believe I could make a living from internet income. Being a No-Us is a setback but…I want to give it a try.

Due to all this situation my self-esteem is very low, the forecast of getting up the next morning to go to work is scary and I’m so down that I lost all the strength to try to improve my online life.

I’m determined to continue online, I want to try several ways to make money online and see if I can get a regular income (I already have but it’s very low). I need to find energy and strength to keep online and keep my blogging, I really don’t know if I can go through it.

There are days, like today, when my energy is totally gone…my existence is just that: I just try to survive instead of living.

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